Sunday, February 24, 2013

Confused and Curious

So, I'm a little confused at myself today. I found myself browsing through the job listings on edjoin.org for jobs in California. I also sent an email to the credentialing department to see what the requirements would be for me to transfer my Oregon teaching license to CA.

What is going on here? I don't know if it was a whim, or if this is coming from some deep seated desire to move back to California. I have REALLY enjoyed living in Oregon so far, and I enjoy the school I work at. Am I maybe a little disappointed that I am teaching music and not Elementary? Absolutely, but is that really a reason to start looking for a job in California? I don't think so.

So, pray for me. I am intensely confused, and a little curious at my actions tonight. I don't see any major problems here, but what could they mean? I can't see it all clearly right now, but maybe I will soon. I'm usually extremely thick headed when it comes to seeing where God is leading me, so maybe this is a hint? Or maybe I was just bored and curious?

I don't like this confusion, but I am going to let go of it for now and allow myself to move on with my evening.

P.S. I'm sorry I haven't been blogging much lately. I could make excuses about being busy and being sick, but we all know I could've made time to type a short blog here or there. I'll try to do better!