Sunday, February 24, 2013

Confused and Curious

So, I'm a little confused at myself today. I found myself browsing through the job listings on edjoin.org for jobs in California. I also sent an email to the credentialing department to see what the requirements would be for me to transfer my Oregon teaching license to CA.

What is going on here? I don't know if it was a whim, or if this is coming from some deep seated desire to move back to California. I have REALLY enjoyed living in Oregon so far, and I enjoy the school I work at. Am I maybe a little disappointed that I am teaching music and not Elementary? Absolutely, but is that really a reason to start looking for a job in California? I don't think so.

So, pray for me. I am intensely confused, and a little curious at my actions tonight. I don't see any major problems here, but what could they mean? I can't see it all clearly right now, but maybe I will soon. I'm usually extremely thick headed when it comes to seeing where God is leading me, so maybe this is a hint? Or maybe I was just bored and curious?

I don't like this confusion, but I am going to let go of it for now and allow myself to move on with my evening.

P.S. I'm sorry I haven't been blogging much lately. I could make excuses about being busy and being sick, but we all know I could've made time to type a short blog here or there. I'll try to do better!

4 comments:

  1. There is an opening at Veritas for a 6th grade teacher...

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    1. Seriously? I'm not thrilled about 6th grade, but I could do that!

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  2. God works in mysterious ways! :)

    Isaiah 55:8-9 (King James Version)

    For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, saith the LORD.
    For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways, and my thoughts than your thoughts.

    John 3:8
    [Jesus said,] "The wind blows where it chooses, and you hear the sound of it, but you do not know where it comes from or where it goes. So it is with everyone who is born of the Spirit."

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  3. I can't say that I would be horribly disappointed if you ended up down here. I'd be over the moon thrilled about it!

    But I understand the confusion and struggling with knowing what to do next. I'll be praying for you!

    p.s. you could always come overseas with me ;)

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